Friday, February 06, 2004
man i love kristin...our *plans* are gonna be AWESOME! we just gotta get it all together...
listened 2 a ton of DC today (thats dashboard confessional for those who dont know)
i got it stuck in skis head cuz i put a million lyrics on her note
& i think i'll do it here too...so suck it! ahhh...y-day was 5 months...i remembered a couple times, but it kept slipping when it meant something...
oh well. i suppose.
banquet tomorrow...fun fun? i guess it could be...i'm getting my hair done
rebelling from mom & wearing the dress I want to instead of what she wants...
uhh on another note...u btch...let people experience things. just cuz u want someone/thing doesnt mean u have the right to take it from someone else, especially someone who deserves it more than u do. + u have 2 wait a period of like a week & 1/2 or else u'll get a worse reputation & i've seen how much that concerns u. man do u ever piss me off....
one day, when u think that you've got it all, you're gonna lose it. i just hope i'm there to see you fall.
gosh how mean is that...heres ur lyrics..
"somebodys gonna give u a lesson in leaving somebodys gonna give u back what u've been given & i hope that i'm around 2 watch em knock you down. its like u to love em & leave just like u loved me & left me its like u to do that sorta thing over & over again. ur a fool hearted man...somebodys gonna give you a lesson in losing somebodys gonna do 2 u what youve been doing & i hope that i'm around 2 watch em knock u down. somebodys gonna give u a lesson in hurting somebodys gonna leave you with a fire burning & now way to put it out. baby there aint now doubt, ur a fool hearted man..."
plus ur ugly....& no one likes u
by no one, i mean no one who can see thru u. like i do. UGH!!!! ur so stupid! i really dont hate anyone. EXCEPT YOU!
like not even the painter.....u so surpass her. not even dani! hell i dont even hate dani! but i truly hate u
if it was as easy as snapping my fingers
or like i wouldnt go 2 jail
u'd be out of my life right now
but i am too nice for that.
& it wouldnt be for me
it'd be for ski & kristin
& people u btch @
cuz u dont really do anything else. & yeah the comment in my project was directed
toward you. like a target. & i got a bullseye.
guys i'm really not usually this mean...ask kristin..
~S~
the hint of these new tears are sharp. i try to choke them back. but its useless...i'm useless...against them. they're beating me with ease...
on the way home this car hears my confessions...i think to tonight i'll take the long way...
always assuming the worst but ur going on nonetheless & theres nothing to cushion your heart lead fall...
& i know that u hope for longer goodbyes. embracing for forever & falling in your eyes, in your eyes, your eyes...
i'm living in your letters. breath deeply from this envelope. it smells like you & i cant be without that scent. its filling me with all you mean to me...
theres no need to test my heart with useless space. these roads go on forever. there'll always be a place. for you, my heart....
cuz turning 2 u is like fallin in love when your 10
making up a history its nothing from the life you lead but man will they buy all your lies.
sleep with all the lights off bearing your matress bearing your soul. & your trying to look smooth with ur tatoos but ur searching just like everyone could be anyone
& the friends you have are the best impressing most of us as permenant.
well i'd like to see you undone
youths the most unfaithful mistress. but still we forge ahead to miss her. rushing our moment to shine.
making up a history its nothing from the life you lead but man will they buy all your lies.
we're not 21 but the sooner the sooner the fun will begin. so get out your
fake eyelashes &
fake id's &
real disasters.
& soon
its cool to take these chances. its cool to fake romances. & grow up fast & grow up fast & grow up fast & grow up fast
sarah ate some vegetables at
10:21 PM