Thursday, February 05, 2004
nobody really reads this & i need somewhere to write...& i trust kristin so its okay with me...
i dunno but lately i've been feeling really crappy...i really think somethings wrong. the smallest things piss me off
& like @ night, before i go 2 bed, i feel really lonely & end up crying for like an hour & fall asleep..
do u know how much that hurts your eyes in the morning?
it really does...i just dont know who to go to for this.
i could go to a # of people, but...its easier for me to talk to strangers about this...
plus, well.....i've really lost trust in people in general. because of things.
& i know they cant exactly use it against me, but it would really hurt me so bad to know that they blew something important to me off or something like it didnt matter
cuz this is big to me
duh of course you dont care, but its good to have someone read it. if u want to ever leave me anything (aka encouragement, comments, etc...) email me (sardot89@yahoo.com) or im me (aim: relient k gurlie 07)
because i dont care who you are. knowing that one person in the world maybe listening...one stranger who might just give a flip
it really helps more than you'd think. at least, in my head.
cuz 2 me it means that if something bad happened, someone would care.
even if they didnt know me, someone would be praying for me
& i think that could be one of the best feelings in the world...
sorry no stalking stuff tonight....yeah disappointing huh?
^^^^^^^i just thought, no one even reads this.... oh well i tried
~S~
sarah ate some vegetables at
9:53 PM
