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This blog is composed by sarah and kristin. We love to write, love to have fun, and ... are teenagers. That's about it.

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oh how wonderful a day! its quite surprising how what i thought would be a horrendous day turned out to be an all around great night.

where shall i start?
ok this morning. so i thought he was just gonna ignore me till i broke it off or something because, 2 days, no aknowledgement of existance is kinda discomforting.
anyone would understand that. but ok well i had people tellin me congrats for things that happened last night @ the cheer meetings & such.
so we go to di. & all this nonsense about ignoring is getting me down. & then i open my huge mouth & piss ski off (i think). so i'm feeling so aweful that i dont even think i'm in the right state of mind to go fix things.
so i go sit by kristins garage door. i suppose they talked to rolf about how i felt while me & megan were out on our adventure to the fort in kristins backyard or something. or either as i was sitting there, they encouraged him to talk to me. either is highly possible.
but i'm glad they did. cuz i got more than 5 words out of him. & i didnt have to say too much. i cant believe that i doubted him for even a moment. how could i have? i mean, everything that hasnt been done completely disappeared & he was really concerned about me. he always has been. he just hasnt had the time to show me.
& then i was happy. & everything was ok.

then later we head 2 christians bday party. man taylor, ryan, & justin were there. it was GREAT! we all piled on a couch outside, i mingled with upperclassmen all night. it was amazing! & they all seemed to know who i was for the most part. or did by the end of the night.
the band was ok. not the best, but they didnt mess up the covers cept for mini-mistakes. man! that made me respect them. plus the bassists bass skrewed up right before they went on. ben-jamin brought them his. man is he cool?
me & taylor sat & listened to them play. it was great.
i even got toasts for "having balls" by the parents there (in private mind you...)
(& i dont really have balls...i promise. only guts)
& man i just had a good time. people said i looked cute & all. like even people i didnt know. it felt really good. & with all that stuff that had happened before, it just made the night go like 7906789657859 times better.
i'm starting to think high school wont be so bad.
lol mom made a friend. i dont know his name, but she got to know him pretty well...& i'm pretty sure i go 2 school with him.....
oh well.

tomorrow=solo & ensamble. pray for me...i'll need it.
tomorrow also may=one act mini-reunion @ my house...maybe...ya might wanna pray for that too...
sunday=movies w/church (no not passion......50 first dates [or 54 states...])
everything else is just jello pie...

(that was my randomness for today.)

~Sarah~
(maybe \/ didnt \/)
.........Beauty. Failed. Us.