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This blog is composed by sarah and kristin. We love to write, love to have fun, and ... are teenagers. That's about it.

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so i "evaluated" things today. i realize i'm jumping to conclusions. i dont even know about...things..yet.
but the fortune cookies are against me too..."Time heals all wounds. Keep your chin up."
man bad omens all over the place.

what did i say to ski earlier? uhh something along the lines of even thinking of breaking up with him is like holding a gun to my heart & pulling the trigger.
quite poetic if i do say so myself. but what do i know?

obviously nothing so............

what am i supposed to do? i've never been in this situation before...
well, not really...
cuz it doesnt matter what he says, i'm gonna love him forever for who he is.
guys are stupid. all should die. well not die. just be under complete control of women.
that would fix my whole problemo.

& after i thought everything was great...shows how lucky i am.
i'm sick of hurting. i'm sick of being lied to. i'm sick of being the cheated.
i'm just plain sick.
no really i think i ate bad chicken earlier...

but seriously now...i dont know what i'm gonna do. wait it out? mmm i suppose i can try.
i dont want to. i'll just wait for what you call "the inevitable".
maybe he just thought i was having a bad day though.
i cant see him going back on everything he said.
the more i talk about it to myself the more i convice me that everything is really okay & i'm blowing it way outta proportion.

I DONT KNOWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRR

(did that convey my frustration?)
you're right. it wouldnt be the end of the world. just the end of my world.
not that that really matters to much...even to me...

anyways, i'm tired & i need 2 get up early tomorrow morning.
later days, better lays.

~S~

Beauty. Failed. Us.