Wednesday, March 03, 2004
ok so, the first day of single-ness was really bad...the 2nd was better. i didnt cry but like, just sitting in class or whatever, when i had nothing to do & had to think about something, well i thought about what it (the breakup in general) & its like, it hurts. but not like other people say it hurts, unless i've never experienced that before & just took it the wrong way...like i could literally feel my heart in my chest fall a little...man that sucked.
but i think this is the "uhh i think i can get along but it will take little steps" stage. also known as that long "getting your life back" stage.
yeah the hard one. blah!
we talked last night. i do believe we're friends now. yay?
david keeps reminding me that i shouldnt go back out with him.
uhh he doesnt plan on asking. that doesnt give me a chance not to.
duh!
some guys are so dumb.
some guys are funny looking.
some guys are funny smelling.
some guys are just plain funny.
some guys are almost perfect.
(much like the guy from almost famous)
alright i have my list for the week. the "some guys" list.
my creativeness is gone. & so am i.
later days, better lays.
~S~
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