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This blog is composed by sarah and kristin. We love to write, love to have fun, and ... are teenagers. That's about it.

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but i cant let that get me down right? i've been cleaning a ton lately...
(kristin i may take you up on your offer. mom wants to take me to a willie nelson concert. :\ it'd be cool if it was MY friends going, not hers...)
but a relient k song just came on. see. it gets better all the time. haha! God's on my side & he sends me my favorite song!

anyways i told this one cool guy that i'd put a certain poem on here...so here it is. just for him.
yeah yeah feel special. you know you want to. (sorry for lack of creativity on the name...)


My Dream (3-10-04) skd
I dreamed last night that you were killed
at my house. i cried a river
so i could drown my emotion.
but it didnt work. they still lived.
& i was stuck without a way to stop "love".
i relived the day, over & over.
i saw it coming & couldnt stop it.
in fact it got worse. my heart cried out.
the whole world heard it but couldnt help
because they couldnt bring you back.
they watched a girl lose her love over & over.
no suspects could ever be found.
you were bloody & handing in my garage.
mom & i found you. several times.
we wanted you back. i cried
enough for both of us. it was inevitable.
nothing could stop your death. worse & worse.
you said you'd die if anything happened to me.
why did i have to live when something happened to you?
so i died, and you lived, happily.
i suppose the one who killed you was Disdain.
you wouldnt live loving me.



3 guesses who thats about, right? mann i was passionate then. now i'm just like. uh. yeah. whatever. it kinda sucks. ok so it really sucks. but i'm not getting my heart broken right? i need some more time to jump in again.
i havent talked to taylor since monday. thats one of my problems.
umm. then. gosh i dont know.
sometimes i just wish i had 2 wishes that would come true. that i could see what/how people want/feel from/about me. or everyone. if you could keep up with that. the other would be being able to just know how to make a guy fall in love with me. not just guys even. be able to make people want to love me unconditionally. like, i could just snap my fingers, & they'd love me forever. my friends, family, guys, whoever i choose! but yeahh.



....................................................
What's going on tonight? Is everything alright?
I hope that nothing's wrong. I haven't seen you
in so long.

I'm away, you're here to stay and I'm away and
you're ok
You're here to stay and I'm away, you're here to
stay and I'm ok

What exactly do you do, when I'm not with you?
What exactly do you say, all the time that I'm away?

You tell me nothing's wrong
Seems like I've been gone oh so long
Nothing seems to have changed
Yet the familiar things seem all so strange
....................................................



kristin, i want ya'll back. i havent talked, really talked, to any of my old friends (old meaning been around through the tough stuff, not like, worn out.) i miss ya'll. even (dare i say it?!) i think i may even miss rolf. ::cringes:: just like, ya know, having him around. even if i'm so annoyed at him or wish his head would blow up.

did i really just say that? oh geeze i think i did...::gags::

well. theres your annoyingly long post for my part.
maybe update tomorrow. i've got nothing better to do.

~Sarah~
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