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This blog is composed by sarah and kristin. We love to write, love to have fun, and ... are teenagers. That's about it.

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ohkay ohkay. its my turn to update. so i'm updating.
school is kicking my butt. guys are kicking my butt. band is kicking my butt.
if theres something thats not kicking my butt right now, i'd like to know...

anyways. the poetry. the poetry.

I hope... (9-24-04) skd
I hope you wonder what I'm writing down. I hope you want to ask so bad. In fact, I hope you do, & then apologize for making me feel this way. I hope that for two seconds you can give me another chance in your heart and then decide whether you are willing to take on another burden. But I dont think you will so I'll keep crying myself to sleep every night. I hope you're happy. Isn't that the whole point? See how much it hurts? Yeah. Well I hope you wonder what I'm sitting here writing & I hope that you someday find it out.


The More (9-9-04) skd
You frustrate me.
No matter how much you
don't care, I still do.
Why? Its so unfair.
The more you are indifferent,
the more I love you.
The more you try to annoy me,
the more I love you.
The more you ignore me,
the more I love you.
...........
& the more I want to tell you,
the more afraid I get...


.LoveBelieveKnow. (9-10-04) skd
Love.Believe.Know.
Love to
Believe you
Know him.
Love him always and a day.
Believe that he loves you too.
Know you're not kidding.
Love like you've always thought you could.
Believe in the way you feel.
Know that its now or never.
Love the way they hate you.
Believe the way you should act.
Know the way that is correct.
Love and you'll
Believe in how you
Know he loves you.


I Wont. I Swear. (9-22-04) skd
Ask her out. See if I care.
I swear I wont.
Well not to your face at least.
I'll smil & tell you I'm happy.
Its a lie, but only to myself.
Falling in love. well. it was
the best idea we never had.
You want her company so bad.
But not as much as I want yours.
But i refuse to let you know.
I'll stay in this cage of pain
rather than go into a world of hurt.
No matter how much sense it
doesnt make at all,
I swear I wont care.


You're horrible. (9-24-04) skd
So why do I still want you?
You throw it in my face,
the way I feel,
and you act like the feelings
are mutual, & hten opposite.
So what am I supposed to think?
If you feel the same,
then I dont care if you say it.
But if you dont, you are never
allowed to put that in my face
if I'm angry or hurt.
I know my feelings.
& you are clueless!
So dont even bring up my feelings
for you
if you dont return said feelings


Opinions & Hurt Feelings (9-23-04) skd
When opinions could hurt feelings,
should they even be expressed?
I'm not perfect, nor are you.
You can annoy me & I can annoy you.
But nontheless I love you.
While I want to say something,
words can hurt, & I dont like hurt.
I dont want you to hurt me
and I dont want to hurt you.
Hurtful words can never be taken away.
They can seldom be forgotten either.
And when the best you can do is apologize,
you have two choices:
Bring closer or push apart.
With your hurtful words will you
bring us closer or push us farther apart?
But what if it needs to be said?
What then? Should we say it anyway?
Even if it could hurt our feelings?



hokay. (different from ohkay.) thats it. theres 6 new things i've contributed.

stuff is retarded. i want to find some new people.
not that the old people are not good anymore,
i just want some new blood in my life.
a new guy would be nice. one who i dont know. who hasnt yet hurt me.
ohh a blank page. a clean slate.
could it be wonderful or what?
yeah yeah. help out there.

i'll love you forever....will you please just smile?

later.


-sar

Beauty. Failed. Me.