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This blog is composed by sarah and kristin. We love to write, love to have fun, and ... are teenagers. That's about it.

things

i get more comments off of this thing i think.

well. so things are better.


i really like the fact that i'm not letting this site go to waste.
and i like that its so pretty.

taks was dumb.
cameron was sweet.
i finished my book.
i'm ready for the next.


i think i want to post some poetry.
but i'm lazy.


speaking of:
i was writing in spanish today,
(we were watching a movie on the tango)
and branden wanted to read it.
honestly, i didnt have a problem with it.
but on the opposite page,
i'd been blowing off steam,
and it was like that for...like 4 pages.
so i folded it so he could only see one side
and told him he could read that one.
i didnt mean what i had said in the other one.
well i did. but he wouldnt understand it.
unless he read the one in which i really didnt mean what i said.
and i didnt want to get things more complicated than they were.

so he read. then he tried to read the other one.
and i asked him, with a terrified look on my face i'm sure,
to please not.
but he started to, and i teared up, because i could see everything i'd worked for falling apart in my minds eye.
but strunc (thank God) saw & told him to give it back to me.

i think it may have hurt him a bit that i had something to keep from him,
but it would have hurt him even more to read it all.


blahh.

anyway.

then he kept asking me if i was okay.
& what did i do?
i told him yes.
because i had nothing better to say.
and i couldnt explain it.

and i cant believe i lied.

blahh...



concert tonight=exactly as i expected.
listening to honor band makes me feel like shit.

i KNOW i could play that. i just know that if i had the chance.


but life isnt fair. i gave up something i want more than anything now, for something that i cant even do now.

but remember what debbie says.
you get what you get & you dont throw a fit.


nobody said it was easy. oh but no one ever said it would be this hard...

i've been listening to the starting line alot lately.
see look

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for lack of better words to say, all i said was goodnight. once again, in self defense, i wont sleep a wink to prevent dreaming of you.




i dont really have anything good to say.
and i have some world history left to do.
later.

-sar.

Beauty. Failed. Me.